It’s hard to believe that I got so consumed with things like career, money and all that.
This happened slowly I guess because I really didn’t see it coming.
It led to me ignoring a lot of my life and relationships. I also ended up ignoring my health. The idea that medical marijuana would help me right the ship is a real shocker to be honest. But that is the facts of the matter. A substance I once associated with being lazy or unambitious is now helping me get some relief from the results of my ignorance. Neither myself or my doctors can come up with much of a reason for the sudden onset of the severe spasms I am experiencing. It’s like they just appeared and decided not to go anywhere. The more I am learning about the mind body connection, the more I think it was a direct result of the way I was living my life. But the medical cannabis is helping both relieve the spasms as well as help me readjust my life. Frankly, I was at war with myself. I felt as though I had to do what I was doing. Winning at all costs was something that I ignorantly believed in. Medical cannabis from the legal weed shop I use has helped me get a much more centered perspective. Using medical cannabis is helping fix me both physically and spiritually. It’s just such a shame it had to come to all this for me to commit to a more balanced lifestyle. My body was the one who finally put a stop to the destructive way that I was living my life.