People who don’t have kids don’t understand this, however my child changed my life by making it mean something more; I still worked the same task, had the same house, the same life, however now I looked at it differently.
It was more important to do these things, so I could take care of my kid. Is it a crushing responsibility? Sometimes it is, however it also has allowed myself and others to experience life on a more profound level! Perhaps I am getting too philosophical about it, that happens when I smoke too much, but they just recently opened up a current cannabis dispensary down the street from here, and it’s taking myself and others back to my university years… Then before my kid came along I was a bit of a degenerate pothead, and spent most of my time drunk or high on cannabis. When I had her, I cut back on all those things because they no longer seemed important. After all of that cannabis was something I did once in a while, usually late at night when she was fast asleep! Now things are different, and she is away to university, and as I mentioned a cannabis dispensary opened up nearby. The stars all aligned, and I have spent this whole weekend just getting blazed on three strange strains of cannabis. I think I’m sort of regressing back to my degenerate pothead afternoons, however this isn’t a current way of living, it’s just one really crazy cannabis-fueled weekend, then come Thursday I will get back to normal, and resume smoking marijuana every once in a while as usual.