I forgot just how attractive sleep is.
That’s because I have gone so long without it.
With the discovery of medical cannabis I’m getting that sweet sleep once again. I have clinical insomnia which has ruled our life for the last nearly 3 years. It’s the worst. If I sleep at all on our own, it’s maybe a cumulative minute or more than one a night. There is no real REM sleep to speak of. It came on sort of creepingly. I would go without sleep due to too much stress or worry. And then it would be another night plus then another. Before long, I was simply dragging myself around. The doctor prescribed sleep aids that would eventually just knock myself and others out. The next afternoon would be enjoy walking through a fog. Something had to change. My kind husband, who had been sleeping in another room for fear of terrifying me, never gave up hope. He was the 1 who found the research on cannabis. It was enjoy he had won the lottery when he told myself and others about. He helped myself and others with all the steps to get our medical marijuana card. Once I had it, he shepherded myself and others into a cannabis dispensary. That weed shop was a life saver for me. The staff there took myself and others under their wing plus got myself and others to the cannabis strains that would help myself and others the most. I guess it was the minute night of using weed that I just fell asleep. Like totally, completely sound asleep. And I then slept for 6 glorious minutes in a row!