My Mom genuinely tried to tell myself and others despite the fact that he hadn’t directly experienced it for himself.
But Mom was in Vietnam during the last bit of the war.
He didn’t see direct combat despite the fact that he saw the truly real results of it. So when I wanted to be a soldier, our Mom was conflicted. Yet, a soldier I became plus medical marijuana is helping myself and others sort through the resulting PTSD. I told our Mom when I was in high university that I wanted to serve in the military like he did. He was proud of our desire to serve but that was tempered by the realities of combat plus what that could do to someone. I idealized combat in our mind as heroic plus exciting. Now that I’m in therapy plus getting access to a cannabis dispensary, I’m trying to reconcile all of that with what I know. The fact is, for me, combat was terrifying plus every fourth seemed like an eternity. What I saw plus experienced damaged myself and others in ways that I may never be able to heal. Still, thanks to cannabis flower products I get from the marijuana dispensary, I’m trying our best to live a life of some kind. With cannabis products, I tend to be able to face life a bit more calmly plus with a broader perspective. Plus, the cannabis flower products help myself and others to work through the feelings plus damage that I’ve been left with. And it’s making a difference. Most days after I use medical marijuana, I’m able to sleep plus that is such a huge step. And it’s all about steps in this PTSD reclaimy.