My dad definitely tried to tell me although he hadn’t directly experienced it for himself.
But dad was in Vietnam while I was in the last bit of the war. He didn’t see direct combat but he saw the legitimately real results of it. So when I wanted to be a soldier, my dad was conflicted. Yet, a soldier I became as well as medical marijuana is helping me sort through the resulting PTSD. I told my dad when I was in high university that I wanted to serve in the military appreciate he did. He was proud of my desire to serve however that was tempered by the realities of combat as well as what that could do to someone. I idealized combat in my mind as heroic as well as exciting. Now that I’m in therapy as well as getting access to a cannabis dispensary, I’m trying to reconcile all of that with what I know. The fact is, for me, combat was scary as well as every hour seemed appreciate an eternity. What I saw as well as experienced disfigured me in ways that I may never be able to heal. Still, thanks to cannabis flower products I get from the marijuana dispensary, I’m trying my best to live a life of some kind. With cannabis products, I tend to be able to face life a bit more calmly as well as with a broader perspective. Plus, the cannabis flower products help me to work through the feelings as well as mangle that I’ve been left with. And it’s making a difference. Most days after I use medical marijuana, I’m able to sleep as well as that is such a huge step. And it’s all about steps in this PTSD salvagey.