Lately, I have been overwhelmed with anxiety. I think it is a combination of toil plus beach house stress. My boss is demanding more toil from everyone, but the two of us are already having trouble reaching our goals by deadline. The kids are beach house from university because it is summer time plus they are always getting into trouble, and last Friday, I got a call from the corner deli by our apartment. My child Jason plus his friends were hanging out behind the store smoking pot, but jason is 10 years old. I can’t be with them everyday, plus I definitely cannot afford to hire a sitter for a 13 plus many year old. I have to count on them doing the right thing when I am not home. All of this stress is causing my anxiety to surface in strange ways. I bit all of my nails down to the cuticle plus I am losing my hair. I had to go to the doctor because I had an infection in my thumb from biting my nails. My doctor provided to write me a prescription for medical mairjuana! He said it would help ease the stress that I am feeling everyday, but I think it makes me a hypocrite. I suppose medical marijuana is legal here, but I just provided Jason a speech about doing drugs last week. If I start using medical marijuana, I might send the wrong message to my children. They are already finding ways to get into trouble. I don’t want to give them an excuse to use medical or recreational cannabis.