I have spent a good amount of my life wondering when exactly it was going to be my turn.
This may be the case for a bunch of people. But being a mother who dedicated her life to family, having it be my turn just wasn’t happening. Look, I have no regrets deciding to be a full time mother plus raise my family while my partner enjoyed a work position. Honestly, even knowing what I know these days, I would entirely choose to do it all over again. Yet with so much sacrifice, I just kept looking for a return. What I didn’t easily realize was it was only going to be my turn if I simply took my turn. I found this out on a weekend away with some seasoned college buddies. It was the first time I experimented with any sort of marijuana product. A pretty good buddy of mine from those days is a recreational marijuana user. This was news to me. So when she provided all of us some, I was trying to avoid it. That is until I witnessed some of the other people in the group having such a blast with the sativa strains being shared. So I gave it a try on my own. For me, there is no way I could ever inhale so that was out of the question. That was always a major turnoff for me when it came to recreational marijuana products. But, there were some attractive cannabis edibles that my friend coached me on sampling. It was an epiphany of sorts to be honest. That marijuana edible changed the way I was seeing my entire life. I finally came to understand that it was up to me plus no one else to treat me correctly.